I was a sinner! (My Gospel 1)

I had gone to the church at first when I was about 26 years old, and I had listened about God and Jesus' Words, so I thanked to God for forgiving my sins. At this time I started my religion life with believing God. Then I entered World Mobile Mission as a missionary through a couple of trainings by God's leading. At that time I really knew about the Gospel and I was given salvation by God.
In the Gospel, I knew about myself that God made me like God's image, shape, and life before the beginning of the creating. God is holy, the love, kindness, goodness, beautiful, the righteousness, wisdom, strength, ..., but I that made by God was godlessness, wickedness, sexual impurity, envy, deceit, murder, strife, slanderer...
Yes, I was a sinner with these evil, wickedness. I had had sexual impurity with my boyfriend since I was 6 years old, and I started doing everything with shamful lusts. In my 20', I committed adultery with men and women. As I was taking a lot of shamful things, but I had had envy, boastful than other persons-my family, friends- so I had judged, blamed them by deceiting them, "I was good and purify". I couldn't give up "I", self-ego, I had been deceiving myself and others. I knew by listening Gospel that the sin was in me, I was the sin, so I was the same with the sin. I could not do right, I had to do unright in the world. I had to perish of God by my sins, I was dead in my transgressions and sins. But God that made and love me, did not give up delivering me.

Furthermore, since they did not think it worthwhile to retain the knowledge of God, he gave them over to a depraved mind, to do what ought not to be done.- Rome1:28
for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,-Rome3:23

Yes, I was a sinner!