As soon as I believed that I died on the cross with Jesus, I wondered another thing, 'How could I live in Jesus? How much will I make more efforts to follow Jesus? I had already made much efforts until I became a missionary. How could I do? I even guessed that I should deny everything that I had done until now, and I could give up as a missionary.'.
Then I was known that I needed again the only faith to unity Jesus' resurrection. The salvation is to unity with death, resurrection, ascention, and uniting with Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ.
and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. -Gal.2:20
In the Gospel, I was known that Jesus Christ came the earth as became me(Park Mi Ae), and He was born, grew up, lived in the world as became me. I opened my eyes in the spiritual about that the old before I had lived without Jesus has gone, the new after I awared of my death with Jesus on the cross. I only needed to live by the faith that I united with everything in Jesus.
"The righteous will live by faith."
After I was born again at the 1st Good News School in 2002, I started to live in Jesus through the Gospel. As a baby have learned to live not by me, but by Holy Spirit. I have often failed in my faith - in my community's life with others I have had slanders, insolent, envy, arrogant, boastful, etc, before I had had. Then I have disappointed about me, but my Lord led me on the cross and rose me by the truth. I know what the truth is- as we have said that the truth is the conclusion. In a lot of times I was attacked by temptations in my weakness, I could not know how to do, and then I have been decided how to do right by His truth- the cross and the resurrection. Now I am week, but Jesus Christ is strong and mighty, so I do not afraid of anything -my weakness, sins, temptations, and death- and can overcome any my problem in Jesus.
This is love for God: to obey his commands. And his commands are not burdensome, for everyone born of God overcomes the world. This is the victory that has overcome the world, even our faith. Who is it that overcomes the world? Only he who believes that Jesus is the Son of God. - 1 John 5:3~5
Now I am a child of God, a daughter of God, a bride of Jesus, a light and salt with Jesus, a soldier of Mighty Warrior, a watchman on the walls... etc. I have been a World Mobile Missionary for more 8 years old. My organization has the purpose that the complete of the Great Commission- Jesus is coming again soon. I have been having much more desire about the glory of God. I have been running with Jesus to the end of the earth that the gospel of the kingdom will be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all nations. Hallelujah!
His glory covered the heavens and his praise filled the earth.- Hab. 3:3
He who testifies to these things says, "Yes, I am coming soon." Amen. Come, Lord Jesus. The grace of the Lord Jesus be with God's people. Amen.-Rev. 22:20,21
Sunday 14 June 2009
Sunday 7 June 2009
I was dead on the cross!(My Gospel 2)
Yes, I was a sinner!
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not be perish but have eternal life. -John 3:16
Amazing grace! God gave his one and only Son to me! This is a God's plan, heart, love, way, truth, and life in His word. I was spiritually awakened this real Gospel, the Truth at that time. But I had known about this, and I had believed this truth, so I asked to myself what the differences were between before and now.
When I was aware of the Gospel, I knew that I, myself, was the sins, so who was dead on the cross 2,000 years ago was I, myself. I, my ego, had never died on the cross with Jesus Christ. I wondered how I died on the cross, however I had been believing my sins' death before. Then Jesus said to my mind, "By faith, only faith, you need to unity with my death on the cross. It is finished." I was awakened that I was dead on the cross with Jesus Christ 2,000 years ago, Jesus' death was my death, God-His Father-perished His only Son instead of me because God loves me and saved me from sins, my ego, satan, and death. Halleluya!
I have been crucified with Christ, -Gal.2:20
For we know that our old self was crucified with him, -Rom.6:6
Yes, this Words had to accomplish in my heart and my soul, God had done it by His grace. I that was a sinner was dead in the Jesus' cross. Praise the Lord!
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not be perish but have eternal life. -John 3:16
Amazing grace! God gave his one and only Son to me! This is a God's plan, heart, love, way, truth, and life in His word. I was spiritually awakened this real Gospel, the Truth at that time. But I had known about this, and I had believed this truth, so I asked to myself what the differences were between before and now.
When I was aware of the Gospel, I knew that I, myself, was the sins, so who was dead on the cross 2,000 years ago was I, myself. I, my ego, had never died on the cross with Jesus Christ. I wondered how I died on the cross, however I had been believing my sins' death before. Then Jesus said to my mind, "By faith, only faith, you need to unity with my death on the cross. It is finished." I was awakened that I was dead on the cross with Jesus Christ 2,000 years ago, Jesus' death was my death, God-His Father-perished His only Son instead of me because God loves me and saved me from sins, my ego, satan, and death. Halleluya!
I have been crucified with Christ, -Gal.2:20
For we know that our old self was crucified with him, -Rom.6:6
Yes, this Words had to accomplish in my heart and my soul, God had done it by His grace. I that was a sinner was dead in the Jesus' cross. Praise the Lord!
Wednesday 3 June 2009
I was a sinner! (My Gospel 1)
I had gone to the church at first when I was about 26 years old, and I had listened about God and Jesus' Words, so I thanked to God for forgiving my sins. At this time I started my religion life with believing God. Then I entered World Mobile Mission as a missionary through a couple of trainings by God's leading. At that time I really knew about the Gospel and I was given salvation by God.
In the Gospel, I knew about myself that God made me like God's image, shape, and life before the beginning of the creating. God is holy, the love, kindness, goodness, beautiful, the righteousness, wisdom, strength, ..., but I that made by God was godlessness, wickedness, sexual impurity, envy, deceit, murder, strife, slanderer...
Yes, I was a sinner with these evil, wickedness. I had had sexual impurity with my boyfriend since I was 6 years old, and I started doing everything with shamful lusts. In my 20', I committed adultery with men and women. As I was taking a lot of shamful things, but I had had envy, boastful than other persons-my family, friends- so I had judged, blamed them by deceiting them, "I was good and purify". I couldn't give up "I", self-ego, I had been deceiving myself and others. I knew by listening Gospel that the sin was in me, I was the sin, so I was the same with the sin. I could not do right, I had to do unright in the world. I had to perish of God by my sins, I was dead in my transgressions and sins. But God that made and love me, did not give up delivering me.
Furthermore, since they did not think it worthwhile to retain the knowledge of God, he gave them over to a depraved mind, to do what ought not to be done.- Rome1:28
for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,-Rome3:23
Yes, I was a sinner!
In the Gospel, I knew about myself that God made me like God's image, shape, and life before the beginning of the creating. God is holy, the love, kindness, goodness, beautiful, the righteousness, wisdom, strength, ..., but I that made by God was godlessness, wickedness, sexual impurity, envy, deceit, murder, strife, slanderer...
Yes, I was a sinner with these evil, wickedness. I had had sexual impurity with my boyfriend since I was 6 years old, and I started doing everything with shamful lusts. In my 20', I committed adultery with men and women. As I was taking a lot of shamful things, but I had had envy, boastful than other persons-my family, friends- so I had judged, blamed them by deceiting them, "I was good and purify". I couldn't give up "I", self-ego, I had been deceiving myself and others. I knew by listening Gospel that the sin was in me, I was the sin, so I was the same with the sin. I could not do right, I had to do unright in the world. I had to perish of God by my sins, I was dead in my transgressions and sins. But God that made and love me, did not give up delivering me.
Furthermore, since they did not think it worthwhile to retain the knowledge of God, he gave them over to a depraved mind, to do what ought not to be done.- Rome1:28
for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,-Rome3:23
Yes, I was a sinner!
Wednesday 27 May 2009
God gave the only son, Jesus Christ!
Oh, How long time that I write my blogger once again,-about 3 weeks!
Anyway I spent very graceful time last week God gave us!
I heard the Gospel and God's glory through missionary Kim during the rivival was going on last week. I was thingking that I know well the Gospel, Jesus Christ, and God's love and heart, but why am I thirsty now in my soul. God said to me only the Gospel without weary, but more and more powerfully! What was wrong to me in the Gospel, or what was getting trouble in me? I have really wanted the answer from God. God said to me about the answer!
I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes: first for the Jew, then for the Gentile. For in the gospel a righteousness from God is revealed, a righteousness that is by faith from first to last, just as it is written: "The righteous will live by faith."(Rome 1:16,17)
Yes, I see! That was the problem in Faith. Yes, I know certainly about my faith, Amen and Amen! God has said to me during this revival time- the glory of God, sinners, Jesus Christ only his Son, the cross, the mission, and prayer with awesome.
I have well known about the Gospel, no, in exactly words I have not known the Gospel.
It is the most important that I can live by faith through the Gospel more than I can know about the Gospel. Now, I really want to live by faith instead of saying the Gospel. I am looking forward to live by the Gospel that I have said lots of times before. I am praying about it like Moses in front of God. God will make me to live by faith in everytime, everlasting to everlasting!
The LORD replied, "My Presence will go with you, and I will give you rest."
Then Moses said to him, "If your Presence does not go with us, do not send us up from here. How will anyone know that you are pleased with me and with your people unless you go with us? What else will distinguish me and your people from all the other people on the face of the earth?"
And the LORD said to Moses, "I will do the very thing you have asked, because I am pleased with you and I know you by name."
Then Moses said, "Now show me your glory."
And the LORD said, "I will cause all my goodness to pass in front of you, and I will proclaim my name, the LORD, in your presence. I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I will have compassion."
(Exodus 33:14~19)
Anyway I spent very graceful time last week God gave us!
I heard the Gospel and God's glory through missionary Kim during the rivival was going on last week. I was thingking that I know well the Gospel, Jesus Christ, and God's love and heart, but why am I thirsty now in my soul. God said to me only the Gospel without weary, but more and more powerfully! What was wrong to me in the Gospel, or what was getting trouble in me? I have really wanted the answer from God. God said to me about the answer!
I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes: first for the Jew, then for the Gentile. For in the gospel a righteousness from God is revealed, a righteousness that is by faith from first to last, just as it is written: "The righteous will live by faith."(Rome 1:16,17)
Yes, I see! That was the problem in Faith. Yes, I know certainly about my faith, Amen and Amen! God has said to me during this revival time- the glory of God, sinners, Jesus Christ only his Son, the cross, the mission, and prayer with awesome.
I have well known about the Gospel, no, in exactly words I have not known the Gospel.
It is the most important that I can live by faith through the Gospel more than I can know about the Gospel. Now, I really want to live by faith instead of saying the Gospel. I am looking forward to live by the Gospel that I have said lots of times before. I am praying about it like Moses in front of God. God will make me to live by faith in everytime, everlasting to everlasting!
The LORD replied, "My Presence will go with you, and I will give you rest."
Then Moses said to him, "If your Presence does not go with us, do not send us up from here. How will anyone know that you are pleased with me and with your people unless you go with us? What else will distinguish me and your people from all the other people on the face of the earth?"
And the LORD said to Moses, "I will do the very thing you have asked, because I am pleased with you and I know you by name."
Then Moses said, "Now show me your glory."
And the LORD said, "I will cause all my goodness to pass in front of you, and I will proclaim my name, the LORD, in your presence. I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I will have compassion."
(Exodus 33:14~19)
Tuesday 12 May 2009
The Graceful visiting!
As we well known missionary Kim is going to visit on Saipan from Korea, preaching the Gospel!
None of us guess about it, but we expected his visiting to us.
Suddenly it was determined, all of us were surprise and thank to God!
While we are enjoying this news that he- we are always loving and respecting- is going to visit us, I heard the praying of GNC's members.
What are they expecting now?
What are they praying now?
They are praying about "Revival"-reviving their faith and delivering unfaith people in their church and another church-, and "Union"-uniting on Jesus' cross of everyone and uniting among all of Jesus' churches- for the glory of the Lord on Saipan!
I am sure that Father hears their praying and answers through His will.
And all mankind will see God's salvation!(Luke3:6)
O you who hear prayer, to you all men will come.(Psalm 65:2)
Father, deliver us!
Alive us from death!
Awake up your churches from unknowing to look at your Kingdom!
Revive us of Saipan in Jesus' cross!
Unite among us to accomplish your missions!
May we prepare your way to come soon!
None of us guess about it, but we expected his visiting to us.
Suddenly it was determined, all of us were surprise and thank to God!
While we are enjoying this news that he- we are always loving and respecting- is going to visit us, I heard the praying of GNC's members.
What are they expecting now?
What are they praying now?
They are praying about "Revival"-reviving their faith and delivering unfaith people in their church and another church-, and "Union"-uniting on Jesus' cross of everyone and uniting among all of Jesus' churches- for the glory of the Lord on Saipan!
I am sure that Father hears their praying and answers through His will.
And all mankind will see God's salvation!(Luke3:6)
O you who hear prayer, to you all men will come.(Psalm 65:2)
Father, deliver us!
Alive us from death!
Awake up your churches from unknowing to look at your Kingdom!
Revive us of Saipan in Jesus' cross!
Unite among us to accomplish your missions!
May we prepare your way to come soon!
Wednesday 6 May 2009
We are good fellowworkers in Jesus!
Yesterday, we were visited in paster Kyoun's house the first time.
We ate some porks, and talked together a lot of times. It was very graceful time.
I had known paster Kyoun since I sent the first prayer walking team to Saipan-this team leader was Mrs. Lim- in 10th IPS. Also we sent the second team to Saipan in 11th IPS-team leader was Miss. Kim. Then I had never see him, only I had heard his voice by telephone many times. I have thought about him that he was a humble, diligent, and very careful man.
Now, I have been living on Saipan for more two months, and we have been keeping company with him and Good News church's members. They are all witness of Jesus Christ, so they have been living by following God's words since they was born again through the Gospel.
I have heard about many their life stories-each one person was downed or uprighted in Jesus-, nevertheless a lot of things, they have reached the only one conclusion.
These are that "The Truth is The conclusion!", "The cross that I was dead in Jesus is the conclusion.", and "I am enough of only Jesus in my life."
Paster Kyoun has been following toward God, leading members of church with the Gospel and Prayer. He has God's heart, passion, and endurance.
The God's works to us- we are learning English on Saipan- were possible through them, God had prepared for a long time ago.
I am sure that they are cooperating with not WMM or any persons, but God. I have to say, we are fellowworkers of God, in His Kingdom. We are good fellowworkers in Jesus Christ!
We are altogether preparing for Jesus' way to come soon!
We are walk along with God untill He is coming soon!
Halleluya!
Thank you Lord, for giving to us good friends, fellowworkers!
Thank you for leading us toward God's way.
We will not be tired, fall, and fail, but we will be delight, happy, and strong.
Because of You and Your people!
Glorify to God!!!!
We ate some porks, and talked together a lot of times. It was very graceful time.
I had known paster Kyoun since I sent the first prayer walking team to Saipan-this team leader was Mrs. Lim- in 10th IPS. Also we sent the second team to Saipan in 11th IPS-team leader was Miss. Kim. Then I had never see him, only I had heard his voice by telephone many times. I have thought about him that he was a humble, diligent, and very careful man.
Now, I have been living on Saipan for more two months, and we have been keeping company with him and Good News church's members. They are all witness of Jesus Christ, so they have been living by following God's words since they was born again through the Gospel.
I have heard about many their life stories-each one person was downed or uprighted in Jesus-, nevertheless a lot of things, they have reached the only one conclusion.
These are that "The Truth is The conclusion!", "The cross that I was dead in Jesus is the conclusion.", and "I am enough of only Jesus in my life."
Paster Kyoun has been following toward God, leading members of church with the Gospel and Prayer. He has God's heart, passion, and endurance.
The God's works to us- we are learning English on Saipan- were possible through them, God had prepared for a long time ago.
I am sure that they are cooperating with not WMM or any persons, but God. I have to say, we are fellowworkers of God, in His Kingdom. We are good fellowworkers in Jesus Christ!
We are altogether preparing for Jesus' way to come soon!
We are walk along with God untill He is coming soon!
Halleluya!
Thank you Lord, for giving to us good friends, fellowworkers!
Thank you for leading us toward God's way.
We will not be tired, fall, and fail, but we will be delight, happy, and strong.
Because of You and Your people!
Glorify to God!!!!
Monday 27 April 2009
I am nothing, but You are all.
I meditated about Moses life in Exodus chapter 1~4.
Moses was saved from death, and he became the prince of Egypt.
He tried to save the Israel, his people, from oppressing on Egypt, but he ran far away by killed one person. He lived by an absconder, so he lost everything-wealth, health, youth, fame, athority... and his heart to God. He had changed Nothing! He was Nothing!
God is always everything to all peoples of the earth, forever!
God saved Moses from death, and He made him as the prince of Egypt.
God gave him all abilities of human life-wealth, health, knowledge and power-, heart of knowing God, and loving God. One day God took away all of them he had, so he became nothing in his life.
Then God visited Moses, Everything visited Nothing!
Then He started to change him from nothing to everything, death to life, an absconder to ruler of all nations, knowing God to loving God, and following God to living God. All of them were possible by God, and He said, "I will be with you, everytime, everywhere, and forever. I am who I am."
Jesus is everything of God, our Father, to me.
He came to me, was dying by my sins, and gave me all of Himself.
Nowadays my Lord teaches me that I am nothing, I have had ever-my careers, past record, ability..., so I am comfessing to Him, "Yes, I am nothing, but my Lord is everything to me."
And Jesus says to me, today, "You stay in your cross, this is your beginning and end."
Yes, I do!
Only Jesus is in me, Jesus is my everything!
Moses was saved from death, and he became the prince of Egypt.
He tried to save the Israel, his people, from oppressing on Egypt, but he ran far away by killed one person. He lived by an absconder, so he lost everything-wealth, health, youth, fame, athority... and his heart to God. He had changed Nothing! He was Nothing!
God is always everything to all peoples of the earth, forever!
God saved Moses from death, and He made him as the prince of Egypt.
God gave him all abilities of human life-wealth, health, knowledge and power-, heart of knowing God, and loving God. One day God took away all of them he had, so he became nothing in his life.
Then God visited Moses, Everything visited Nothing!
Then He started to change him from nothing to everything, death to life, an absconder to ruler of all nations, knowing God to loving God, and following God to living God. All of them were possible by God, and He said, "I will be with you, everytime, everywhere, and forever. I am who I am."
Jesus is everything of God, our Father, to me.
He came to me, was dying by my sins, and gave me all of Himself.
Nowadays my Lord teaches me that I am nothing, I have had ever-my careers, past record, ability..., so I am comfessing to Him, "Yes, I am nothing, but my Lord is everything to me."
And Jesus says to me, today, "You stay in your cross, this is your beginning and end."
Yes, I do!
Only Jesus is in me, Jesus is my everything!
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